Life Sucks!
greetings, So my life just sucks right now. A week ago last Tuesday N decided to end the relationship. I'm hurting a lot and really on the list side of things. It may have been just 4 months but we had a good thing going. It wasn't purfect and it didn't need to be. There is no antimosity between us, but it does hurt still. It doesn't seem right at all. I'm not really at liberty to say the reasons why on such a public forum out of respect for N. I just want him back and I'm willing to do what needs to be done. I feel as if a part of me is gone. I have never cared about someone in my life as much as I cared about him in that capacity. I know he is hurting too which is the hardest part. I can't and he won't let me be there to make it better. It is going to take a long time for me to even think of another man. Why is it when you care so much it ends up leaving? Unlike previouse men, this one feels soooooo wrong. So very wrong. The rest well they didn...