Marcusmaxmus's Blog

Sigh, so life moves forward. A new found afriend deploys tomorrow, I hope he sees this post and says hi sometime. :) So, no changes in the love dept. yet. Though I hope for something soon. I don't know, what I want to say lol, I just felt the need to post. Hopefully this weekend will be good and very busy at work, I can't stand these slow days. On a good note, I did figure out how to get the proper punctuation when blogging from my phone. :) Well, not meaning to keep this post short, but other then what is already listed, there is not anything new. Keep well my readers and post anything and everything!

Soo, I want to post today. However, I am not sure what to talk about... I mean theres probably something interesting out there to talk about like how I have been talking to a different really cool guy from Camp Pendleton. Not sure whats there but definitely a friendship. :) it would be nice to have even just that out here in Cali. I don't know, sometimes I wish I could read minds, then I would know who to trust, but then no one ould trust me because even I do not trust my thoughts. Anyway, why don't we make this blog a discussion. But for it to work YOU the reader has to respond and reply to comments and the blog. So let us decide on a topic. Why don't we talk about relationships. Here is a list of relationship styles and where I believe they belong in the relationship continum. Acquaintance- this is a person whom you have met and spent very little time with or have not yet made and emotional or spiritual connection with. Outer Circle of Friends - People you have made...

So, this last weekend I went to Santa Claira to visit a friend. Nice area, it is. didn't do much but did hit up the Westfield mall there. Very nice mall. Well, dunno what else to talk about, hmmm how about BOYS! lol! Ok so there's a guy I really really like. His name starts with a D. Now I cannot remember for the life on me if he has the address to my blog. :P If he does, oh well. I cannot decide what to do. I am scared to talk to him about how I feel, and what I want to do. He is very smart and probably already knows something is up. But, I  keep dogging the subject because I don't want to be rejected anymore. Honestly, thats about the jist of my life for people I have like on those intimate terms, and that is rejection. I rarely find someone who accepts me for who I am and even more rarely do I find someone who Loves me for who I am. I do not know how he feels, I can't say I am in love with him yet. I can say however that it would not be hard to get there. I mean all...