Happenings :)

So, this last weekend I went to Santa Claira to visit a friend. Nice area, it is. didn't do much but did hit up the Westfield mall there. Very nice mall. Well, dunno what else to talk about, hmmm how about BOYS! lol!

Ok so there's a guy I really really like. His name starts with a D. Now I cannot remember for the life on me if he has the address to my blog. :P If he does, oh well. I cannot decide what to do. I am scared to talk to him about how I feel, and what I want to do. He is very smart and probably already knows something is up. But, I  keep dogging the subject because I don't want to be rejected anymore. Honestly, thats about the jist of my life for people I have like on those intimate terms, and that is rejection. I rarely find someone who accepts me for who I am and even more rarely do I find someone who Loves me for who I am. I do not know how he feels, I can't say I am in love with him yet. I can say however that it would not be hard to get there. I mean all the fear aside, I do tend to over analyze things which in turn puts them out of perspective. I don't know, I am just a silly boy with a dream, a dream of finding someone who all they care about is the heart and love I have to give them. Much love to my readers! Post and show me your there, even if the opinion is opposite mine, I enjoy a good argument. :)