Reality

Hey everyone! It is Sunday, so since I am off work today I was figuring it a great day to make a post. I know my last post was one of exhaustion because I am tired of being classified as a single man. So guess what? I am no longer going to be defined by my relationship status anywhere. I am a taken man, no I do not have a boyfriend, but i do have a heart full of love and compassion. I am taken by my want to be who I am. Everything will fall into place. Yes there is a man out there that I love dearly. He knows who he is and where we are at. But as well, until someone comes by and sweeps me off my feet telling me that I am worth their time, then I will be and love who I am. Whats the point in not being that way? I want to be happy in life. Because I want to be happy I am making some other life changes, changes for the better I believe. Whatever will be will be is all I need to know. We all know shit happens, things blow up, and people die. Well, I am just going to keep living and doing the best I can and deal with things as they happen... Playing politics will not happen... why, because it isn't necessary to take care of things you love and care about unless you make it that way... not playing politics keeps life simpler, happier, and more meaningful. I wish more people would realize that.

Anyhow, a bit on my Boyfriend.. I don't want to label him as an ex just yet because I still really care for hm and he does for me as well... Admittedly or not. We are just playing the patience game, the game where two people are waiting for one of them to truly understand how they feel. I AM OK WITH THIS! That man is worth it and more. He may be a bit young, inexperienced, and a tad bit immature, but as well he has so much going for him. He understands things well beyond his years, he has compassion, he follows what he thinks is best (now to teach him to think with another brain :P), he takes his time making life decisions. So where we stand is entirely based upon patience... not my strong-suit at all, but ill be damned if that's why this is happening. It probably is, oh well lol.

Anyhow, Life moves on! We become stronger for it, and hopefully we can love deeper and longer for our lessons and learning. :)