Turned Over Outside Assbackwards Heart!

It seems to me that yes i want to love and be loved. But honestly W.T.F. is the point. When it comes to matters of the heart, when I ask someone if what I feel is returned, I get an I.D.K. what do you feel? I go through and tell them how I feel then I get a no it's over. Then I have one I'm still friends, per say, with and I still love. I know that half the shit he says is crap, hes just too scared to admit he loves someone or that something other then what's socially correct could feel so right and good. Aargh, I just want to tell him to G.T.F.H. but whatever, I guess what I need is for him too understand or even attempt to understand my side. But then its all my fault to for falling in love with him in the first place. I don't want to get over him at all or ever. I also don't believe you can truly fall for a person this deeply w/o them truly feeling something in return. Talking is pointless, emails, and texting pointless. I want to know how to get him to truly express himself and to learn to love who he is. I want him to stop trying to find ways and excuses to push people away. Most of all I want him to say I love you and to acknowledge everything I have done for him. I want him to let me take care of him and his needs for life...... wishful thinking it all is probably. /cry

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