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Well, I am once again single. It is a tough thing, finding the right person. Oh, well such is life. I could go into the detail of why it didn't work out. Anyhow, I am still moving out of my grandmothers, trying to find a place.. not running so smoothly, but then again such is life. Not sure what else to say besides money sucks haha..

So as life moves into a new age for me, life decides it's time to have an emergency. As of the 3rd I was issued a eviction notice (30 days) from my grandmother. Not a pretty thing. As to whether I deserve it or not, that's not something I will decide. especially since there are always two sides, views, and what not to every problem and issue. The notice said it was due to lack of paying proper rent. Which my rebuttal is that we agreed for at least the first three months of paying for my car which ended on the 2nd of this current month, that I would only have to pay $100 per month in the form of $50 per paycheck. Outside of that, besides my time being unemployed, I have paid her $200 per month. The letter stated that she said months ago that she wanted it to go back to $200, fair enough, however we never solidly talked about it. The other reason and the one which she states is the most important is that I do not do enough to help her around the house. So here is what I do around...

Ok, so I was bad I used Craigslist to try and find friends and for a relationship. I answered one of the ads for someone looking for a long term relationship. I look at this add and I think about it, I always think twice before replying to an ad on there because people in general are not trustworthy to their word. I end up replying thinking ok, maybe just maybe he will respond. He Does! I was shocked. so we email a few emails back and forth swap pics and all. I feel like okay this could work even though I have past hang ups. I discuss my hangups with my Aussie buddy and he tells me matter of factly: your gonna sit down, talk to him and realize one of two things 1) this guys cool, hes got a great personality, i think i want to learn more about him. 2) this guys a complete dick and i want nothing to do with him. neither things have nor should they have anything to do with the color of his skin and i know you will be able to look past that that whole factor. Later he Said: I...

       Where do I start, hmmm. I was born in El Paso, TX. Lived there for some months or more I don’t remember really. My mother confessed that when I was still in diapers she was changing my diaper and she dug her nails into my thighs. She left shortly after that and it was just dad working three jobs and us three boys (that I remember lol). So we didn't see much of him, but he always brought us something when he picked us up from work, donuts and something drink, or whatever. :) He re-married when I was like five or six, she was a terror. She drank, gambled, and smoked non-stop. When she was supposed to be watching us she would throw us in a movie and go gamble. They divorced when I was 12 or so. Which is also when my mother came back into our lives. My mother is bi-polar, manic depressive, manipulative, and lazy. I say this not out of malice but fact. When my mother came back into our lives she manipulated us into taking our dad to court and suing...

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Hey Everyone! I know it's been a while since I posted, but it doesn't look like anyone has gotten bored reading a redundant blog, that takes people reading it haha. :P Anyhow, I have news, and good news at that. :) I'm pregnant! Haha kidding, no really I bought a car and I pick it up on Tuesday! (08/02/2011) I cannot wait. It is a Honda Accord, 61K miles, immaculate condition, no oil on the engine at all, drives very nicely. Only one downside... no CD Player haha, but no worries there i can cope. Means open availability for me at work too. :) Which potentially means more hours and no days off. :( Ooh well, that just means more money to help pay off the car and possibly save towards an apartment or even buying a house or whatever. :) Well comments are always welcome, even if they are off topic James. :) Love you guys muches.

So, I think it behooves me to start looking for better work. I dont believe I can respectfully save enough money in two months to buy a car. So if the income minus the needs equals a negative, then i must need to do something about it eh?

Heyas everyone, if you have talked to me and noticed i have been pretty assholish, well that's because i have been. work has been blowing major chunks with the new employees paperwork screw ups and all that jazz. I have been short on my shift for the last two weeks or so every freaking night. That pisses me off to no end. I don't do well with anything but within a dollar of what we are supposed to have, i don't care if they are simple mistakes but if i can't fix them, was i able to actually do my job? No, i don't think so. Also, I have been feeling overly lonely. I have one really HOT friend and there's no interest there nor could there be. That's my love life. Sad isn't it? But, to be even more brutal, I really can't date in my living situation or financial situation. Yeah don't tell me, money shouldn't matter. it isn't the money that matters it the being able to show them that yes i can handle my finances and yes you can trust me with t...

I don't really have anything to say besides I ran my first Pizza Slut *cough* Hut shift last night and I think it ran rather smoothly. :) I found out an employee thinks that I hate her, ooh well it is just work, but sheesh I have only worked with her three times. She will eventually figure out how I work. Not that I'm not a different sort of duck lol. I don't hate her i just want her to start having a better work ethic so that the crew likes her better is all. :) I am trying to suggest little things to become more of a team effort on all fronts. Well, hopefully someone replies to this post, I am beginning to feel that blogging isn't my thing with no one saying anything to what I'm posting about...

What is it that life has in store for me? Oddly enough, lol, I don't know, neither do I want to know. What I do know is that it is the little things that make life exotic and exciting. Little things like someone saying hey you look good today, or have you been loosing weight? Little things like hello, how are you? or Smile! Because smiling helps keep the negative attitudes at bay. :) Honestly, i do not know why I'm writing this blog lol, I just noticed I had not posted in over a week so I figured it would be good for everyone to hear from me, or well the few that do follow me on here. :/ I wish I was better at keeping a blog but as well I do know there are more important things in life, however, I suppose the only one I have is a job. Anyhow everyone have an awesome day!

So, not much going on since my last post. I will be changing stores that I work at once again. I will be at the Del Mar section of Camp Pendleton starting on Wednesday. Maybe, just maybe, I can find a hot military guy who can like me for who I am. Love the uniforms. :P As, well however I do not really put myself out there at all. I want to keep the proper respect for the business and I don't need crap from work either, although I believe my boss already thinks along those lines. LOL. Ooh well time will tell what people think, and I could care less right now. This store is half the distance and hopefully half the gas cost as well. Oooh and the most exciting thing that happened since last I posted was me loosing my cell phone (I believe i ran over it but I am not sure). Got a new on now though. :D

i learned a lot from my ex... one of those main things was that, yeah people need to learn what space and patience are. Demanding anything from me right away will get you no where. It freaking takes me two weeks to make a decision about most things. Patience is especially vital in any relationship. there is no other way, ever!

So, not that anyone reads this but I have an update. I now have a Boyfriend.... YaY! I'm excited, he has been treating me soo well too, its amazing! He is Amazing! Okay so, if you have been reading my blog and wondering if i like guys or not, well there's your proof i do! and this one takes the cake. He has been romantic, sweet, caring, he even listened to me spill my guts out about my family politics and my options for taking care of things. Above all else, he communicates! I mean really, how many guys out there; straight, gay, bi, whatever even communicate. If hes feeling down about something he tells me and we talk, and hes not afraid to say i missed something or to say he needs a pick me up! We spend hours each day flirting and texting, most of the time its that fun twitterpated silliness that everyone goes through, but we cover many not so easy topics as well. We have covered past relationships, some pet peeves, and those sorts of things. A lot of the things we have covere...

Ya know i am soo fucking tired of this shit..... soo tired of it. My mother can just go to hell, I'm done with her. She takes all my coffee, creamer, laundry soap, toilet paper, and what ever the fuck else you can think of with out asking me when i bought the shit. since i moved to cali i have probably lost 3-400 bucks on shit shes taken that i either paid for or part of... thats one freaking paycheck for me... And im paying to do laundry and my grandmas like oooh seperate the reds from the darks after i told he last night that i aint doing more then 2 loads today and now i have 4... i mean WTF, im paying for an extra 3 loads of her laundry and she just wants more. Ugh!!!! I need someone in my life and to get the fuck outta here..... I cant afford to loose money every month but i cant afford to live on my own either.. why the hell do the people tat are supposed to take care of you take advantage of you? Why cant people show some respect and at least ask? Why the hell cant i find so...

So, work has been figured out, i am going to be transferred to a different store in the next few weeks, they are just wanting to see how I keep doing. A semi longevity sort of thing. Good to know :) Hopefully it includes another raise, as that would be very nice. :)

So, everything at work is on hold... tried to buy a car, but whats the point with a $4,000 down payment for a $8,000 car... half down, meh i am gonna tell them to go screw themselves and look elsewhere, obviously they do not want my money. Pointless, with this economy, it is all pointless. Works going down the crapper, cant buy a car.... whats the point to making money if all it does is make you busier then shit and not help you to be more balanced and happier.

Well, looks like they really wanna push up a promotion date to General Manager to less then two weeks now. Wonder how I'm going to buy a car in that time..... Life has been very interesting. The goal is huge, the path is very hard, and well I am trying. Today I was told I am not even noticeably trying. Obviously, they have forgotten that it even took God 7 days to create the heavens and the earth and all life on it. My weakness are not gonna go away in less then 7. On top of that I'm completely human. Oh well, I guess I will just keep trying as hard as I can.

Well, good news. I am possibly getting promoted @ work on Wednesday. It could be anywhere from one level up to three levels up. More likely to be one maybe two. I am just hoping it comes with a decent pay raise as I am going to have to travel twice the distance to get to work. Still nothing in the Love dept., sadly. Anyhow, I hope all of my beloved friends are doing well, and I hope things come together for me sooner rather than later, but at a rate planned for success. :) Have an awesome day everyone!

I wish life and money were easier, it's all i can think about right now because I just cannot do enough for anyone. Someone wants 400 a mo from me for living expenses, i have to pay 160/mo for gas and 140/mo for phone bill so that leaves me with like no money whatsoever.... ooh it equals 4 dollars to my name for everything else i need including savings... IDK what to do.... I just wish people could understand that I am only one person. Sadly, on top of all that I don't have anybody to do anything with in the area I live in.. I guess thats okay because I don't have any funding for fun anyway. Meh, money sucks ass.................

Bah, was told i was getting paid on Tuesday but didn't get my check till today... OOOPPSSS!

I am finally getting a real paycheck tomorrow and am very very excited about it... well rather today haha..

Really not a lot happening today, went to work, came home. Talked a bunch of crochet stuffs with a good friend and thought about it and decided to add a crochet section (not to mention I found a cute picture to post there, maybe ill always have an under construction section now :P) onto the blog..... :) Hope you all enjoy it. Although, I could use some ideas as to anything that would be helpful to add. :)

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Ok so here is the skinny on Subway. They said I am doing very well and are giving me a month to learn everything about being a Sandwich Artist before possibly promoting me to the next level. There it's known as a PIC (Person In Charge). Well, that's all for now. :)

So I woke up this morning, called Subway, and they tell me to come into work by 10. I get all ready for work, and i go out to my mother's truck to drive to work. I insert the key and start the motor, then close the door. Bam! The back window shatters.... So, I call my mother and shes not up yet, call my grandmother and neither is she... I go upstairs and tell my grandmother and tell her I'm going to take the van to work. I get in the van and it doesn't start. Noticing the gas gauge is low i ask a neighbor for a ride to the gas station. I get the gas, put it in and stomp on the gas peddle a few times.. Try and start it, no luck whatsoever. Fuel pump is out. I'm totally screwed and not in the fun way. I got the day off, though I desperately need the hours and am now writing this. They finally give me hours and i get screwed because someone wants to break a back windshield. Lovely eh? I work tomorrow at 10 AM and hopefully i can get there.

Happy New Year everyone. I hope everyone had a blast, i did. Slept right through it lol. Anyhow, so far have only worked one day @ Subway, kind of disappointing, but ooh well. I will just keep looking. I hate having to fight to find work, this is ridiculous. My love to everyone, may you New Year be awesome and bright!