Smokers Log 11/06-07/10

Well. on the sixth I ended up smoking 5 smokes. Listened to my grandmother complain about how he programmed the satellite TV and what shows she missed because he was messing with it. That was the last thing I needed or wanted to deal with, it's bad enough I think about him 20 times a day and have my own issues with him. Oh well, his mom told me he made it safe to Oregon, Yay! At least that much was good, she never did reply to my text after that though. He probably told her not to. Whatever, I know that in two months he'll text me saying can you do this for me and I am going to have to say no. Not because I do not want to or because I can't do it, but because that's what he does. I love him but all he seems to do is need help if I keep saying yes I won't ever be able to move forward past his bullshit. Well that's all for now I will add more tomorrow I think.

Comments

Anonymous said…
You have the right thought, now when that day comes, you must follow through. That will be the true test. I understand it's not easy, but it IS able to overcome. Just wanted to post so you know I'm still here. :)
07 November, 2010 20:41
Marcusmaxmus said…
Thank you, I have been concerned that no one has been reading them. I do not really have anyone to talk with where I am at so its difficult sometimes. :)
07 November, 2010 20:44
Anonymous said…
I listen well. :)
09 November, 2010 12:14
Marcusmaxmus said…
lol, the main issue is that i like to talk face to face.... :)
09 November, 2010 18:55
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