Marcusmaxmus's Blog

greetings, So my life just sucks right now. A week ago last Tuesday N decided to end the relationship. I'm hurting a lot and really on the list side of things. It may have been just 4 months but we had a good thing going. It wasn't purfect and it didn't need to be. There is no antimosity between us, but it does hurt still. It doesn't seem right at all. I'm not really at liberty to say the reasons why on such a public forum out of respect for N. I just want him back and I'm willing to do what needs to be done. I feel as if a part of me is gone. I have never cared about someone in my life as much as I cared about him in that capacity. I know he is hurting too which is the hardest part. I can't and he won't let me be there to make it better. It is going to take a long time for me to even think of another man. Why is it when you care so much it ends up leaving? Unlike previouse men, this one feels soooooo wrong. So very wrong. The rest well they didn...

Greetings!  So first of all let me cuss out my tablet. Grr! I started typing this already and 6 paragraphs in my tablet messes up and I loose everything. I hate typing this on my lappy because it doesn't allow me to be lazy with capitalization and punctuation. Oh well. I will survive. Anyhow, here's the actual post: So it has been a while since I have said anything, another 6 months I would wager. I have again had some more changes in life since I posted last. I know am working full time, I have a wonderful man that I am dating, and I have a few other things to mention. This might be a long post so please have a few minutes or fifteen to read it. :) Let's start with work. On November 25th or so I was selected to be come full time at work. Totally exciting! It meant an increase in bennies, not having to work a second job to survive, and being able to focus on the career I want right now. It is also allowing me to date instead of work 80+ hours a week. I am getting olde...

Hey All!     First thing first. I hope everyone is doing well and is enjoying life to the fullest. We are coming up for on the holiday season as we approach Halloween. I encourage everyone to be safe, have fun, and plan ahead as holiday after holiday comes forth. i won't elaborate further as we are all our own person.     I write again noticing that it has been once again far too long. A blog is supposed to be an online diary or narration. Lol! For me it seems to be a rare update. I honestly do not know how many people still read my blog with any regularity. But, that is OK. I'm thinking about redefining my blog and to start adding more to it. I'm far behind on everything and would love to spend some quality time updating it. I have more recipes, pictures, and songs to add. I won't go into any further detail as you will have to stop by periodically to see the changes. Anyhow, I'm going to move on to my life update.      There are many things in l...

Hey everyone! Sorry it has been so long once again. I have been thinking about things, many things of late. Life tends to throw you curve balls at every angle. Our job is to get ahead any way we can. How? Well it means work harder more often chasing after what you want. What do people want? Well considering the stock markets minor plung last Friday it's likely to be money that comes to mind for everyone. For me it's more so how do we fix the bigger problem. There are many who argue and don't agree with my solution but love the general concept. It's the details that matter ironically. On Fridays went from a +3.5% increase on my 401k to a -18.5%. Meaning I lost 22% on Friday. Which is just figures from one of my plans. It is also a good thing I wasn't yet heavily vested there. But at the same time it cut potential increases. Ultimately though you should never pull out when you loose money. Wait until you are positive and then turn around and pull out then reinvest. ...

  Hey everyone, I apologize once again as it has been ages since the last time I posted. I figured it is about time i gave everyone a decent update on life. Where shall we start? I think work is a good place.   I work at The Home Depot. I have been there since March of last year. Coming up on my anniversary as well as my first weeks of Vacation Pay that I have had in a long time. I have worked in 6 different areas in The Home Depot (THD or HD from now on). The first position was overnight freight relief. I spent 3 months doing that and learning THD freight systems. not ultimately hard but it tended to be complicated as I had never before dealt with so much freight. The next position I held was Inventory Prep, this is where I applied tags, counted overhead contents, and pushed freight to the shelves in a fashion that required a very specific detail and account of what was being handled. The 3rd postion was Lot Attendant. Now you may ask why the backwards spiral? It was not ba...

    Hey All! It, once again has been far too long since I have blogged. Sigh, where does the time go? Well, let's update y'all on some personal stuffs. One, I'm still single. No one has captured my heart and kept it sadly. Maybe soon price charming will walk in on me. But not yet lol. Secondly, I have moved and now share a place with just my brother and I. it is very nice to be free of stupidity, but i a unsure how long that will last sadly as we will probably have to get into some sort of roommate situation to comfortably survive. The new place is nice, 3 bedroom 2 bathrooms. Hard flooring throughout and carpet in the rooms. Bottom floor so easy access for my stiff and tired legs after work lol. But all is well, working like a slut at midnight as always when im allowed too. If they offered marriage lic. for work i would be a polygamist haha. someday someone will come running into me and i will be happy! until then much love to all my Bff's, Besties, and of course my s...